Just like every other person on earth, sometimes I face apathy and depression. When I see what my country is coming to, sometimes I wonder, why bother? I swore an oath to defend this country from all enemies foreign and domestic. The foreign enemies are easy to defend against. The domestic ones, not so much. I have the utmost faith in the Holy Bible and the US Constitution. People are trying to undermine or destroy both. It irritates and depresses me. I will give my life to uphold both documents. That is all. Fall out and carry out the plan of the day.